
Thoughts on Building This Personal Website
This is going to be a short one. It’s 12:27AM as I start writing.
I’ve been working on building this personal-ish space for myself for almost a full week now. It’s been a while since I’ve spent so much time focused on something personal. I am not entirely sure what happened, but I decided to go with it, not fight it. The results were interesting.
I don’t think I got much done in this past week, and normally this would’ve pissed me off. But instead, I feel rejuvenated. I learned so much—through the frustration and hours spent on one bug. I feel better off than when I started. I think something was reignited, even if it burned too brightly and briefly.
Regardless, I am glad I managed in the end. The experience begs for so many questions in my head right now. Mainly about the nature of how I work really. I tend to either go all in or abandon things entirely. It’s this all or nothing situation which I am trying to grow out of. I’m closing with some questions I have for myself:
- Can I take breaks without losing interest in things?
- What would I need to be able to come back to abandoned projects and ideas? (I have so many)
My face when I spent the last 2 days fixing image upload: